Ikhlas

Kadang begitu, sebelumnya dan setelahnya pasti ada perubahan.
Andai tahu begini, mending memilih yang sebelumnya.
Tapi ya begitu, ini sudah pada tahap setelahnya.

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Apa kabar?
Sibuk ya?
Cerita dong.

Rynd 🌻

Do not make this relationship becoming relationshit.
Cuma bualan dan main-main doang.
I knew that this is the serious one.

I can't imagine it before, but with you it already happened.

Sulit jatuh cinta.
Udah hampir setengah dekade tidak mengenal apa itu cinta? Wkwkw.

Tapi apa iya, I am falling in love, now?

I dunno, either.

So, what should I do? Tell me, please!

Katanya mau dibahas, eh tahunya gak juga. Alih-alih dibahas, malah membahas yang lain. Hm :(

Sometimes, a girl want something real.

Sebuah komitmen tidak mungkin terjadi kalau tidak ada kesepakatan bersama.

If you do not mind this kinda of commitment, so just tell me. Then, I won't put big hopes with this relationship for next.

Tidak mau mengekang dan dikekang oleh sebuah hubungan apalagi berkedok komitmen.

Setidaknya, we have the same goals. To be married. Right?

Tapi, perihal jodoh tetap ku serahkan pada Allah. Cuma, gak salah sih kalau berharapnya berjodoh dengan kamu. Haha.

Mom and Dad have experienced this issue before. Both of them were first love since junior high school till now. They were married after my mom finished her bachelor degree and got a job as a teacher. Then, my father already had a job before proposed my mom to my grandpa.

How nice and romantic their love story.
I want it goes the same with us.

Unfortunetally, I am afraid. This is only on my imagination, but you don't ever think the same. :'l

Hm...
It goes contradictive, right?
My logic said the things different with the things that I felt.

Maybe, my logic control my mind to minimize 'dissapointed' and 'broken heart' in the future.

My heart tells me that we have the same dreams. My logic, does not.